What If I Am Destined for Nothing?

I just realized that I—finally can—breathe so easily. Now my lungs feels like if it was made so wider and stronger than ever, when I stop thinking about everything that may be destined to me. When I stop rating myself for whatever it is, whether it is deserve for me or not, now I can…

Another Worldies Pantomime : A Clueless Arian

“Write a letter to prepare for an important conversation.” This morning I have a bunch of shit and trash on my mind. So I walked pass to the northern wild against the wind. My eyes completely clear of seeing a strange stuff that lies behind the mist. In fact that’s too clear, for my eyes,…

It’s Okay

It’s okay if people don’t understand you. It’s okay when you can not write anything even though you really want to write something. It’s okay if you want to live today and reluctant to think about what will happen tomorrow. It’s okay if you want just to be average because you really do not know…

Liburan Akhir Tahun (2018)

Liburan! Liburan itu bukan tentang kemana kita pergi. Namun tentang dengan siapa kita pergi. Benar begitu kan? Kalau setuju belikan aku secangkir kopi dengan cangkir ukuran besar, 5 sendok makan kopi bubuk dan satu sendok teh gula [untuk menghilangkan jenuh kafein-nya]. Kalau tidak setuju? Belikan aku wafer Beng-Beng! 3 biji saja cukup. Terima kasih. Jadi…

Terkalahkan

Ladang dari sawah padi yang luas, tampak menghitam kini di hari yang senyap, di pagi hari yang buta. Daun-daun nan gelap itu bergoyang-goyang tertimpa hujan yang datang bertubi-tubi—seperti dirimu kasih—selalu hadir membawa rindu. Dan seperti hujan itu pula, rindunya, mengendap indah di dasar hati, genangi ladang (cinta) itu. Segelas besar lemon tea panas melegakan tenggorokanku…

A Poem That Doesn’t Rhyme Anymore : “Doesn’t Go Well”

Seems something doesn’t go well.// I can’t talk to people,// and I’m about to go fade and away.// I can’t write the minds nor the hearts// as they go unnoticed// and lost from my grasp.// I lost the touch,// my fingers are shaking and forgot about their souls.// Seems something doesn’t go well.// The rain…

Everyday Is Everything New

It’s very important to do everything wholeheartedly. I repeat it’s very important. As human being, we often lost in sight of our future and found that is very difficult to get back to we were before.

​If you keep hiding yourself behind your name, I will never know you, Girl. However if you need me to know you only when you are wearing a mask, I didn’t mind it. And I no need to see your face to know that you are look upon me. I no need to see your…