What If I Am Destined for Nothing?

I just realized that I—finally can—breathe so easily. Now my lungs feels like if it was made so wider and stronger than ever, when I stop thinking about everything that may be destined to me. When I stop rating myself for whatever it is, whether it is deserve for me or not, now I can…

Another Worldies Pantomime : A Clueless Arian

“Write a letter to prepare for an important conversation.” This morning I have a bunch of shit and trash on my mind. So I walked pass to the northern wild against the wind. My eyes completely clear of seeing a strange stuff that lies behind the mist. In fact that’s too clear, for my eyes,…

It’s Okay

It’s okay if people don’t understand you. It’s okay when you can not write anything even though you really want to write something. It’s okay if you want to live today and reluctant to think about what will happen tomorrow. It’s okay if you want just to be average because you really do not know…

Terkalahkan

Ladang dari sawah padi yang luas, tampak menghitam kini di hari yang senyap, di pagi hari yang buta. Daun-daun nan gelap itu bergoyang-goyang tertimpa hujan yang datang bertubi-tubi—seperti dirimu kasih—selalu hadir membawa rindu. Dan seperti hujan itu pula, rindunya, mengendap indah di dasar hati, genangi ladang (cinta) itu. Segelas besar lemon tea panas melegakan tenggorokanku…

Liebster Award : You Left A Footprint, You Lift Your Own History

Hello Amigos? Afortunedament todos por la felicidad. Siempre por la libertad. How are you today? I hope you are fine. Aren’t you? I’m glad to know if you are okay. Now, that I have to say to you is no less than anything but thank you. Thank you so much for coming to jejakandi, my…

I don’t know how to overcome this pain that I’ve held, for my regret of failing to take care of my mother because of overwhelming in work. My Lord! I cried for whatever tears may become. I beg Your Mercy. Help me! Show me the way out to overcome this nightmare.

Concerning The ‘Puisi’ and The Poem of The Spirit

Not who I am, to live beneath the shadows,// to unintended wandering around the world,// to walk away beyond my instinct.// Beneath the shadow to live, No.// I am not that type of person./

A Poem That Doesn’t Rhyme Anymore : “Doesn’t Go Well”

Seems something doesn’t go well.// I can’t talk to people,// and I’m about to go fade and away.// I can’t write the minds nor the hearts// as they go unnoticed// and lost from my grasp.// I lost the touch,// my fingers are shaking and forgot about their souls.// Seems something doesn’t go well.// The rain…

Everyday Is Everything New

It’s very important to do everything wholeheartedly. I repeat it’s very important. As human being, we often lost in sight of our future and found that is very difficult to get back to we were before.

​If you keep hiding yourself behind your name, I will never know you, Girl. However if you need me to know you only when you are wearing a mask, I didn’t mind it. And I no need to see your face to know that you are look upon me. I no need to see your…